『65』

生日快乐，笠薇。

生日了，正式满15岁了。
也不算过得太差、也没有往年那么地倒霉。
算是快乐的一天。

很特别的一个生日。
毕竟是第一次锯木、还蛮不错的，那感觉。
只是有点不得好眠。
哈哈。不过，还是谢谢你们的祝福。

95个FB祝福。5通电话祝福。11封信息祝福。1个msn祝福。
1块哥哥买的柠檬芝士蛋糕。我喜欢酸酸甜甜的味道。
谢谢你们。
那么多地人的祝福，我不能一个一个写出来。
所以只能概括地说声谢谢。
还有，谢谢你的礼物。

放学的那一瞬间，是傻眼。
我还以为我又要被整了。
那时候还蛮想逃的。
结果原来是你要送礼物呀。那么大的排场是怎样？
一群人喊着『来了来了！』，我会怕的诶。
一群看热闹的家伙。=口=
唐加峻，不要以为跟我握手过后霉运就会传给我，你还是一样那么地倒霉。
丁子乐，你不是第一个，因为某女硬强调他是第一个，还说把你踢掉。
苏耀亮，大少爷你干嘛急忙地抽走你的手啊。=口=

华丽丽地睡了一个午觉。
一觉醒来后的感觉就是要用真爽来形容。
生日就应该这样嘛，睡个觉起身过后开始漫无目的的生活。

礼物太贵重，我收得不知所措。

2011的生日，或许就是我2011年里最不讨厌的一天吧。

明天要去唱歌。唱很久很久很久、会很快乐的，我想。





对不起。

『64』

熟悉的味道，怎么从鼻腔里消失了？

想着，会哭的感觉。
撒鼻息得难受，我承认。

今天是除夕呀。
可一个人……感觉就是好撒鼻息……。

那味道、那温柔、那笑容、那一切。
怎么感觉上是那么地陌生？

传入鼻腔里的味道不见了。消失了。离开我了。
不复存在了。
那天，我找着、想着。
一无所获的感觉……好挫败。好想哭。好过分。

我又想逃跑了。


Back To December. Taylor Swift.

I’m so glad you made time to see me
How’s life? Tell me, how’s your family?
I haven’t seen them in a while
You’ve been good; busier than ever
We small talk, work in the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Cause the last time you saw me
Still burns in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying
I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missin’ you
Wishing I’d realized what I had to blow that night
And I go back to December, turn around
And make it all right
I go back to December all the time
These days I haven’t been sleepin’
Stayin’ up playing back myself leavin’
When your birthday passed
And I didn’t call, then I think about summer
All the beautiful times,
I watched you laughin’ from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came
With the dark days when the fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love
And all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying
I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missin’ you
Wishing I’d realized what I had to blow that night
And I go back to December, turn around
And change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms
That September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again, I swear I’d love you right
I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
So if the chain is on your door I understand
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying
I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missin’ you
Wishing I’d realized what I had to blow that night
And I go back to December, turn around
And make it all right
I go back to December all the time
I go back to December, turn around
And change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
All the time




倒数7天。那会是个什么样的日子？